cause girls just wanna have fu-un.

oh girls, they wanna have...

they just wanna

they just wanna

oh girls, girls just wanna have fu-un.

doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo.

WHOA.

look at that

'where?'

i think i had something like a mid-life crisis last night. i was sitting there thinking about my mother, age 51, and single. what if she were to live her life alone? i felt much empathy, and i cried, not exactly because of her, but because i was scared myself, that i would end up alone like so many others. did you know that when you turn 50, your chances of getting married go down by an entire 50%? i couldnt stop thinking about it, and other things young women arent supposed to think about. what if my life isnt satisfactory.

i think i had the worst dream in the world last night.

i only remember a few parts of it, but what i do remember scares the shit out of me.

part one: theres a very large man, he looks like a demonic version of hagrid from harry potter, and hes throwing men into a brick wall, and the one i see, he throws very high, and at the peek of his toss, he hits the brick wall and his face scrapes off and falls to the ground

part two: i walk in, there is a man in the bedroom and there is nothing else in the room besides a bed. hes laying on the floor and it looks like he has something underneath the blanket with him. he uncovers himself, and he is urinating on a bloody baby, like some sick sexual fantasy, and he chases after me to join

part three: im in a hallway, and im walking towards the door at the end, and the wall next to me starts to crack, and an albino looking man crawls out and bites a chunk out of my shoulder.

why would i have a dream like this? am i insane? is there something in my mind that just...isnt right? it was sickening...